Prayer Single View

I struggle living out these Bible verses. *James 1:19 "My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: "Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry" *Proverbs 18:21, "the tongue holds the power of life and death" I need deliverance of the following: *spoken words or opinions that destroy my future and answered prayers. *Bad communication and emotional control *not controlling my thoughts and speech with a discouraged and doubtful and negative spirit and heart *Even though marriage is God's Will for and I agree to this with him. I just don't feel worthy or I doubt that's gonna happen in my life.